hasil penggalauan tingkat dewa barusan

Yaaa, kawan-kawan..... tadi pagi saya galau. ATM saya ilang. ilangnya kemarin sore, tapi galaunya baru sekarang. hebat! oke, ATM gue itu sekalian sama KTM, yang pasti bakal lama banget ngurus buat bikin yang baru -__-

dan oon-nya gue, baru tengah malem gue nelpon call centre bank-nya buat di blockir. okey, selamat dah duit didalemnya.

hidup gue tanpa ATM, berasa hidup tanpa nyawa *preet, yaiyalah, duit dari bokap, duit beasiswa, dll ada didalem atm semua. masa tiap mau ngambil duit gue mesti ke bank dulu -____- emang sih ga banyak isinya, tapiiiiii ahhhh susahlah dikatakan lewat kata2. udah nanti nih gue kan mau ngurus KTM/ATMnya itu, tapi gue ga ada temennya. (iye tau udah gede, tapi gue ga bisa kalo sendirian). dan akhirnya pun gue Galau mau ngurus atmnya itu karna sendirian. sahabat gue lagi sibuk juga, dan ga enak mesti minta temenin. pacar gue? ahh dia lagi jumpa fans di hollywood (ngayal tingkat dewa).

dan akhirnya gue galau (kalimat ini sampe diulang 2x)

akhirnya gue nyoba iseng-iseng nyurhat di laptop gue, gue bikin puisi dah. tentang hidup. nyoba pake bahasa inggris, tau dah grammarnya bener apa ngga -__-

I'm covered in dirt in the city I cannot get used to
I can't laugh the same way
I walked looking down

The people who miss each other walking in a fast pace
Did your dream come true?
I'm still struggling

Rather than returning to your childhood days
I want to live the present in a better way
I was born to be scared

Going out to the place where light shines
And spreading both of your arms out
I wonder if I can pass that sky? So I thought
The wings for me to fly, I cannot see them yet
Since things aren't easy, that's why I can live

Just holding up a wet puppy
I am able to laugh a little
My tears are starting to fall

I want to be loved, I want to be loved, so I kept saying
You can't just keep demanding

When I was a child, there were times
I hurt my mom badly
I want to change everything now

Going out to the place where light shines
I held that hand strongly
That place, that time, like this
I can change my life
But I cannot say everything in my heart to you
Since things aren't easy, that's why I can live

Going out to the place where light shines
I opened up to see the map, but
I know, you know, that getting lost isn't that bad
I can change my life
Stuffing the days that passed
That is me now
Since things aren't easy, that's why I can live

nah, itu lah hasil penggalauan gue akibat atm ilang. keren juga ya sampe bisa nulis puisi. zzzzz

yang jelas, sekarang gue butuh temen buat nemenin ngurus ATM!